Wednesday, January 26, 2011

it's hard, but it's true.

Get over him. He's not even worth it. He is not worth your time or your tears. Yeah you loved him, I know that. And I know you just cant see yourself with anyone other than him, I get that. But why should you spend all your time sitting at home, bawling your eyes out and wondering where he is and who he is with. Do you honestly think he is thinking about you? No. Sure it hurts, the fact that he is out there falling in and out of love with other girls. Yeah your gonna see him with one of his new girlfreinds. Prepare yourself, cause straight up, its gonna hurt. He will hold her a little closer and squeeze her hand a little tighter just because he knows your watching. He knows its killing you, thats why he will do it. Dont let him get to you because that, well thats exactly what he wants. Dont give him what he wants. He doesnt even deserve it. So what if he doesn't talk to you, do you honestly wanna be friends with an asshole like him anyways? Thing is I know you still do. But give it time. Because all he would do is talk about his new girlfriend and just try and make you jealous, do you really wanna hear that? No. Screw him and his girlfriend. He will be sorry. Trust me. When he finally sees you with some other guy whos not him. With that huge grin on your face and your boyfriend holding you close, he will realise how happy you are now. And how happy your boyfriend is because he has you: the girl of his dreams. He will realise the huge mistake he made when he let you go, when he decided to choose her over you. When he decided he just did not love you the same. Trust me, he will be sorry. And dont you sit there thinking he won't be sorry which I know you are. But i guarentee you now, he will be sorry. So dont go on spending your nights waiting for that one phone call you know your never gonna get. Or that IM you know he will never send you, simply because he likes to ignore you. He likes to pretend he does not see you online, he does it outta spite just because he knows its killing you. When he walks past you in the hallways he is gonna look past you, but you need to know he will do that cause he knows somewhere inside you, it will hurt. And im not gonna lie to you, it will hurt. It will hurt alot. But it will hurt even more when you see her name and how much he loves her in his profile. Its all gonna hurt. Knowing your not the girl thats making him smile. Knowing your not the first person he thinks of when he wakes up and the last before he goes to sleep. Knowing your not the face on his backgroud of his phone anymore. Knowing if he hasnt already, he will delete the album of pictures of you he has on his phone. Knowing you wont be spending every single moment possible with him. Knowing theres not gonna be any more late night phone calls argueing about who loves who the most. And you know what, today, tomorrow, next week, months from now.. your phone will go off with a text message, you will instantly grab your phone hoping its him saying he wants to give your relationship another shot. But trust me, hes got to much pride. Even if he wanted to be back with you, he wouldnt tell you. Your soon gonna realise he doesnt care about you anymore and he wont be the first person you call when your upset. He wont be the one to put that smile back on your face. And yeah its gonna hurt, its gonna hurt alot. But you know what your gonna do? Your gonna hold your head up. Your gonna show him your better than him and you dont need him in your life anymore. Your gonna prove to him that he made the biggest mistake of his life letting you go & that you never really needed him anyways.

1 comment:

  1. i pretty much am gonna comment on like, every post.
    cause your love life, and my love life,...well at least the way you're describing it...are pretty much identical.