Thursday, February 7, 2013


when i got the call this afternoon, i was in disbelief and still am to an extent. i feel like in one day i went through all the stages of grief, from anger, sadness, depression, numbness, stillness.. for hours on end i felt like nothing could touch me. this is such a major loss for not only me, but the entire utah county. talking to you just last night feels like i should have said more then i did, anything. your smile, laugh, bright spirit, and uncontrollable jokes will go on. i'll miss you everyday, and i'll keep the sexual innuendos going for you, don't you worry. there are no words that i can say that would even amount to amount of love i feel for this girl.

may you find comfort in heaven in where you couldn't find it down here.