secret time

my life must seem pretty boring to most people, especially college students in the grand rapids area. but honestly, i've never been more content!

i know, right now, i am doing exactly what i need to be doing. i go to school, go to work, and come home. i've never done so much soul searching in my life. 

once upon a time, i judged a dear friend of mine for taking some "me" time. i seriously could not grasp the idea of not wanting to have friends around to help you through whatever it was you were going through. but now, i get it! i've never understood until now!

at the end of the day, if you can look back on your day and see that you did everything you could, and were the person you want to be throughout the whole day, then you win! it's not gonna matter down the road how many parties you went to, you're not going to be proud of all the guys you hooked up with, or the amount of times you blacked out from being so drunk. what's going to matter is this; the people you chose to keep around in your life, the education you chose to receive even though you didn't wanna go to school, the work ethics you begin to create, and the faith you kept on building.

i have grown so much these past couple months and i'm excited to see my progression as time goes on!

alright, there was my little rant, now don't mind me while i go back to binge watching vampire diaries.

(you know your life doesn't have much going on when you mostly dream about putting sensors on clothes and vampire bites.. my life in a nutshell, really.)