Saturday, December 17, 2011


Today is my sister Sophie's 10th birthday.

I don't like to talk about her often because it's a very bitter sweet situation. But today is her day, and I owe it to her.

Dear Sophie,
I miss you so much. Words can't even describe how much. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think about you, I'm not even kidding. I miss your freaking smile that could cheer me up any day; there's been a lot of days where your presence could of made my horrible day, bearable. I miss when I would hold you and you would curl up into me, just never wanting to let go. I have never met anyone who is closer to an angel without actually being in heaven. I miss your curly q hair that would be a rats nest every time you woke up. I simply miss you, and everything about you. We were closer then anyone else, we had a special bond because we went through so much together; especially when we had no one else. I miss that.

I hope you had a good birthday, and everything is going good for you. I know you're making everyone smile all the time.

I love you more then anything in this world, and I would do anything to have you back with me.

Love, your big sister.