in high school people worry about what everyone thinks, and what everyone is saying. but does it really matter? no it doesn't. i catch myself wrapped up in the rumors i hear, but really; i just needed to snap out of it. i feel like if i want something, i deserve to have it. i feel like it's that way for anyone.
lately high school drama has been biting me in the butt, people reallllllly like to get involved in other peoples business? what is with that? is your life not entertaining enough? is the truth really that hard to go by? obviously so inside the walls of THS; i swear you can't trust one person to be sincere. but i guess that's when you just have to look up and know that things can only be bad for so long, life can't always be crappy. and just be optimistic that there will someday be someone who is sincere about what they say.
some days things get really tough, and i feel like i can't do it anymore. but at the end of the day, i'm thankful i have my bed to lay in and either reminisce over the good times, or dwell on the events that i hope to forget tomorrow. and i guess that's all i can do. my good friend's status stated this: "i know God wont give me anything i can't handle.. i just wish He didn't trust me so much." sometimes i honestly feel like the man upstairs is trying to ruin my life, but then i remember that i will get through it; i always do.
one last thing; people really need to grow up. that's all i have to say about that.